Random Bout of Angstiness!

I’m on the brink of something

I just don’t know what.

Whether it’s success or despair,

I really don’t care

I know no one’s life is easy

But mine’s the worst yet

It’s filled with drama and repression

Enough to throw you into a depression

I’m seventeen, living proof

That someone out there cares

Doesn’t matter if it’s some spirit guide

I’m just going along for the ride

I know I have the ability to be something great

I know I could do things if I tried

But after being overlooked so many times

I think I’ll stick to making useless rhymes

If I die tomorrow

If I die tomorrow
Remember me today
And keep me in your thoughts
As you go on your way

If I die tomorrow
With dreams that never were
Remeber all life gave me
Love, hate, and so much laughter

If I die tomorrow
Today I give you love
Remeber each hug and kiss
Each pinch and bite and shove

If I die tomorrow
Know I didn't die in vain
For death's sweet embrace gave me
Release from all the pain

Life of Hate

I’ve cried more tears for you

Than for myself

I’ve done things I wouldn’t do

If not for you

You tear me down and never

Build me up again

And I don’t know how to make

This chapter end

So I’ll stew in silence

Waiting for my chance

So I’ll plot in darkness

Planning my last glance

You might say you love me

You might say you care

But I’ve never loved you

And everyday you dare

To tear out my soul

In too many ways

To dictate my words

And plan out my days

I’m here to tell you

That that ain’t gonna fly

And with this little number

I’ll say goodbye

To this life you’ve given me

This life of hate

And sorries you might have

They’re all too late