Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Don't ever doubt

It might be a little odd

That I’m enamored with you

But don’t ever doubt

That my emotions are true

I might be young

And a little unprepared

But I’ll be distraught

If you never know I care

Sure it’s not proper

Of course it’s not right

But you’re the one I want

On this dark and stormy night

Sure you’ll never love me

The way that I love you

But don’t ever doubt

That my emotions are true

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Only You

Only you can make me feel this way

Like my life is worthless

Only you can make me feel this way

Like I always have to hide

Only you can make me feel this way

Like the world is always ending

Only you can make me feel this way

Like I’m dead inside

You should be the shoulder I cry on

The lighthouse in my storm

But instead you’re the wind and waves

That make me think I’ll never see the morn

Only you can tear me down

Into a thousand pieces

Only you can tear me down

As if I’m nothing at all

Only you can tear me down

Until there’s nothing left

Only you can tear me down

Until I have to crawl

You should be one I run to

The rock on which I stand

But instead you’re the wave

The beats upon the sand

I’ll never ever forgive you

As long as I live

Because you’ve taken it all

I have no more to give

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Too High

La ti so

What do I do?

Do re fa

I can’t help but loose

How can I defeat the world

When everything’s against me

How can I surf this tidal wave

When it just won’t let me be

I’m boxed in on all sides

With no escape

When it’s at it’s worst

All I can do is wait

It’s harder to be me

Than even I realize

It’s hard to be free

When the stakes are so high

La ti so

Where do I go?

Do re fa

It seems I’m caught

How can I keep bobbing along

When everything’s against me

How can I find the light

When they just won’t let me be

I’m boxed in on all sides

With no escape

When it’s at it’s worst

All I can do is wait

It’s harder to be me

Than even I realize

It’s hard to be free

When the stakes are so high

I’m falling apart

With every day

Spent in this

Unnatural race

I don’t even know

If the prize is worth my time

But I’ve to keep running

If I want a chance to shine

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

My Bad Romance

It’s like a bad romance film

Filled with drama and tension

But after watching lives fall apart

I think I’ve learned my lesson

I love you both, I love you still

It’s how the story goes

But you could never love me back

I’m left with a wilted rose

The problem with the storybooks

Is that they’re all fiction

It’s the way my life is too

Nothing comes to fruition

Monday, August 8, 2011

I don't even Dare

I can read your thoughts, your mind

As you dance around, pretending to be kind

I can see the darkest gloom you hide inside your soul

I can see through every single lie you’ve ever told

But do you see me, I wonder?

Can you see the light?

Or are you trapped by yourself

And the deep parts of the night?

I can call your bluff each time

And wreck your every rhyme

I can tell you when you’re wrong

As you string them all along

But can you feel my touch my dear?

Can you fee the pain?

Or are you so trapped by your greed

That you melt out in the rain?

You’ll never know my love

You’ll never know I care

I could tell you, tell you everything

But I don’t even dare

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Pretty Blonde World

A pretty blonde boy

Met a pretty blonde girl

They lived together

In a pretty blonde world

But me, I’m not blonde

Never have been, never can be

But they don’t care, living in bliss

Their pretty blonde world is all they can see

A pretty blonde boy

Loved a pretty blonde girl

He asked her to marry him

In their pretty blonde world

The pretty blonde girl

Said yes to the pretty blond boy

And all of the pretty blond friends

Shared in their pretty blonde joy

But me, I’m not blonde

Never have been, never will be

But they don’t care, living in bliss

Their pretty blonde world is all they can see

I loved that pretty blonde boy

More than that pretty blonde girl

But that pretty blonde boy

Was too wrapped up in his pretty blonde world

My world is darker

But somehow more real

If he’d put on some shades

He might know how I feel

But now a handsome dark man

Has found me and whisked me away

So while I’m not in the pretty blonde world

I’m happy at the end of the day

But me, I’m not blonde

Never have been, never will be

But I don’t care, living in bliss

Their pretty blonde world isn’t all it’s cracked up to be

A pretty blonde boy

Met a pretty blonde girl

They lived together

In a pretty blonde world

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Not that angsty

If you could look at the sky

And see nothing but blue

You’d know what I feel

When I look at you

It might sound a bit cheesy

But that’s all right

‘Cause we’ll be together

Through the days and the nights

You give me a reason to say

How sweet the world is

When I’m with you

How I’m alive

When I’m with you

Life can throw

What it will at me

When I’m with you

I’m something to be

How green the grass

When I’m with you